Why do I miss you? Why does there are certain times that I suddenly miss you? I’m happy that you found a new one. Memories ruin my entire being right now. Please go away…
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing last forever but be honest, babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
We’ve been together for only two months. Yes, it was really short; it didn’t even fit in a ‘“serious” relationship status’ which is 3 months, but a lot of good memories were made. Honestly, that night, I didn’t even cry. I never cried, but I really wanted to. I wanted to release my emotions, my feelings and my love for you. I wanted to let everything go. I remember asking God to stop this relationship as soon as possible if in the end, we will not be together. He answered my prayer. We ended everything in good terms, but why did we end up everything by merely SMS? I hate the fact that we broke up by simply texting, without talking to each other. I wanted to call you that time, but I hesitated because I know you’re too busy doing your responsibility as a yearling. I am writing this because I wanted to say thank you for the friendship, for the love, for the trust and for the memories. Thank you for appreciating me and loving me the way I am. Thank you for the roller coaster ride and for letting me feel how to be loved and appreciated. You are my first, but deep inside I know that you will never be my last. I love you, you know that. And at this very moment, I am letting all the feelings and memories go. I hope to see you when you come back, and I hope when we see each other, we would laugh about our past and make new memories as good friends. I will always be here for you, you can always talk to me if you needed someone. And for the last time I want you to remember, I love you and good bye.